1 month of LAME

I was dating someone. He was a complete jerk. I went on his facebook and found that he was sharing some very interesting conversations with them, while he was seeing me. I had no idea that we weren't exclusive, especially since he had asked me to be his girlfriend. Why are boys so lame? Why does drama find me? Disgusting.

OVER IT,
RAE

I don’t want to forget this moment.

Hello life,

I’ve started a new chapter as of January 15th of this year. I moved to the LBC and thus far it has been wonderful. No serious problem despite the constant struggle to pay for rent.

I work at Los Angeles Helicopters as a receptionist/dispatcher. India… lima oscar victor echo… tango hotel india sierra… juliet oscar bravo…
I got to school at Harbor Occupational Center for the Pharmacy Technician program where I am within the top 5 of my class.

I wake up every day and I still think of my favorite flight. And by the end of the day, as I prep myself for complete rest, I realize how much I hate the fact: It was the best trip, and it all crashed—beyond my control—while I was still enjoying the happy air. Maybe I was the only one felt this high…? Why…? But I don’t regret, I just reflect.

My laptop is broken. It has STDs or something.
This asshole asked me recently to be his friends with benefits. I said no. He’s Asian, short in stature and knowledge, and more importantly, probably has a small weenis. I don’t settle, and definitely don’t let boys distract these eyes from the prize.
I turned 24 recently. It was a wonderful 7 days of celebration filled with food, alcohol, and gallivanting. I cracked my phone—battle scars of an eventful evening of crazy dancing. Everyone in my life has been truly a blessing, and I couldn’t ask for more.

But here I am, already asking before I’ve finished my business here. My next step? A bachelors. I’m ready for university after I’ve found a position using my Pharmacy Technician skills. I’d like to go into the field of medicine. I want to look back and be able to say I’ve completed the task…….


I don’t want to forget this moment.
AMBITIOUS MONSTER, RAE.

To My Future Lover

...And I DO love you...

<3, RAE.

I Will Walk Fine, Thank You...

2010 is two days away from its end and I'm beyond ready for it. Spending the last few moments with the people I care for most. Unfortunately, most of those people will be in my heart and mind when the minute strikes 12.

My MOM and I havent been on the same page until recently. I love her, will always love her. I LOVE that I have HER as MY MOMMY. <3 Many thanks to a woman who truly supports.
My DAD has become more estranged in my life, especially with his not-so-new-because-it's-been-2-or-more-years-now marriage. Regardless, we share plenty of laughs and I'm glad he loves me at the end of the day. And that he's ready to be my first phone call should I ever be jailed.
My MEGA AWESOME BROTHER is far away, and I slowly began to realize how much I miss him since he left. I never missed him like this before. He's been on so many deployments, and yet this one has got to be the hardest one. I wish I could help him. Make things easier. He deserves it. He's been beyond great to me and many others, and his character is one not to be EVER ignored. Literally awesome. I hate that he's missed every almost every awesome thing this year with my mom and & I. :P

My grandma Conching sits in a hospital in San Fransisco. Her strength and will power are encouragement that there is no such thing as impossible. We're blood and I'm proud that I have her traits... may they flow through me gracefully and rise me up when I decline. She will be better soon.....

The new year brings only great things; it has to. 2010 has been good, but I need 2011 to be better. But before I make plans for the future, I need to stop and really absorb the great people in my life. And for those people in my life, I will walk fine...even through the fire

I am thankful...
<3, RAE.

"I Am The Greatest"