420

I already feel like I'm high. No meds, no 2nd hand smoke, just a nasty headache from my allergies reacting to the extreme weather changes.

My brain feels like it's got so much pressure compressed inside, that it's actually floating. My right nostril keeps getting clogged and I can't breathe out of it. And when I blow my nose, it pops my ears and no boogers come out.
I've never been high, and I highly doubt that my symptoms have anything close to an actual high. But I feel out of whack. So I guess it makes sense to say that I'm in a different state of high. All I want is to come back down, grounded to life.

I WANT TO BE NORMAL AND HEALTHY DAMNIT.


sick & dying,
RAE