The Break Up - Date

I can't really define what exactly is going on right now.
We fight, we love, we learn...

At this point Aldrin is a very significant part of my life. I can't shake him lose. I want him, bad. And although we are definitely separated, we find ourselves coming back to each other.
Rationally (if love ever is rational), it would be best that we are apart. We are sick of the drama--mini bickering and what not over little shit. I want him to step up and go, he wants me to chill and flow. We're on different poles and we're also finding it very hard to meet in the middle--emotionally & physically.

I love it and hate it altogether.
It's crazy.


Anyway, this song is totally demented and weird. But I love it. It's kinda catchy and just strange in other ways that would usually deter me from even enjoying such a sound. But I guess it does help simplify my situation into a better understanding (visually & audibly), cause I don't think my blogging is doing any justice of what I feel.

LADY GAGA - BAD ROMANCE:





J'veux ton amour,
RAE